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Friday, June 12, 2009

I'm back! Life has been good and God has been great.

The past couple of months have been busy. My days are filled with cooking, cleaning, doing school with Julie and trying to figure out creative ways to play inside the house because the heat outside is almost unbearable.
I end my day by listening to the radio show "Delilah" which I've found to be very soothing and destressing. Something about the combination of her voice, the music she plays, plus her outlook on life makes it a very relaxing and nice experience.

Julie is becoming such a little character; she loves dancing and is actually pretty good at moving her hips. I'll be putting a video up for you all soon.
We are preparing ourselves for the little family reunion we are having in Indiana, it's going to be a lot of fun to see everyone there, and also to get all the kids together.

On another note- I miss old friends a lot. It's weird cause I am pretty used to moving around and leaving friends behind, but this time it has been especially hard. Julie still remembers most of you from the Activated homes.

Anyway, Here are a few pictures for you!

I think we are starting to look more alike :)
Happy family
Julie refusing to smile for the camera
Kori's photo pose
Austin Park and Pizza theme park
Kori's birthday, ( all the photos with Kori in them were taken with another camera)
waking up from nap and adjusting to the world
Jolene being cute
Julie sticks her tongue out whenever she is focusing on something
They are quite the artists :)
The gang (Marky is the only one missing)
Look! I'm not smiling :)
Rough loveAndrew's mini me
SHOPPING!! ...
Uncle Dan's class
My little stinker





I am the Walrus....

Friday, May 22, 2009

I feel the responsibility of providing content pressing me.  Twofacebook ("Facebutt") continues whittling  away at the blogging network. Now, even my most reliable collegue and co-author, Clara, seems to have abandoned Nashville for some younger, stronger social network.  I'm afraid Julie and I are all you readers have left. 

Speaking of "readers have left" I think it's time for a good hard look at Nashville's history. One of the best things about a blog which not even facebutt offers is history. As the 16th century historian 
Gene Ericname said in his pithy little book titled ItalicThe Book That Never Was "without history any future worth our expectation is a fools dream".  History is one of the greatest things we have. Come mid-June Nasvhille will have been keepin' it real for almost four years.

A thing that sometimes burdens me, is the feeling that some of you may have only scratched the surface of what this site has to offer. Maybe next time you surf into Nashville and discover in dissapointment that Clara and still have not updated -instead of saying things like, "why do I still come here?"- take a moment to enjoy an oldie goldy located in the Mature Posts drop menu. 

The history of Nashville is in ways analagous to a dazzling dance. A very splendid dance which has been danced for almost four years, it's wonderful, and terrible; fast, and slow; mystical, and pragmatic; glorious, and humble.  
It's also like a smorgasbord of fun, challenging you to discover how much is "all you can eat". Only here the man who is trading empty trays for full ones and asking you how you would like your t-bone isn't a tired, fat, disinterested, soup slopper, it's me and Clara.  We won't give you fake mashed potatoes and then lie to you when you ask about them. We won't serve ice cream sprinkles without a serving scoop and then blame grubby handed children for contaminating the food. We have a wealth of vintage foods  in addition to our somewhat delinquently updated fresh off the grill bar. So  don't pass on by only because you havn't eaten here before. If you give us a try I know you will be satisified.  
Whadda ya say?
 



The End of Me

Saturday, April 25, 2009

My God, this formidable road is only walked alone.

These shoulders, bent by this burden, bearing these scars that ache to the bone.

Am I more than a man? Am I more than what any of them became?

Can I  stand against a world that hates your name? 


Flesh and bone is all I am.

Will you take all that I have?

Father I can’t continue to do this on my own,

won’t you carry me home?

Won’t you carry me home?


This world contends against me

Pulling me down.

They take pleasure in my agony.

The vulture’s eye is following.

At every step death is waiting.

Craving blood and blasphemy,

Their eyes cold dark dead and empty.


Deliver me.

Father I can’t do this on my own.

Deliver me.

Carry me home.


Flesh and bone is all that I am.

Will you take all that I have?

Father I can’t continue to do this on my own.

Won’t you carry me home?

Won’t you carry me home?

 

 

Easter Egg Hunt

Wednesday, April 15, 2009












Julie's first dentist visit

Tuesday, April 07, 2009

Before...


During..

After..

All they did was check her teeth and brush them but she was not happy about it at all. And on our way home she threw up the bubble gum flavored "vitamins"they rubbed in to her gums.
It took a while for her to forgive us.

The United States and the 21st century dark age

Wednesday, March 25, 2009

The United States and the 21st century dark age

Note, I've included this narraration of this post for your listening delight (incase you aren't that into reading jk)


"There lay a great black gulf in human history, a gulf of ignorance, of superstition, of cruelty, and of wickedness. That time we call the dark or Middle Ages”-Howard Pyle

The Dark ages were a hard and wicked time for the western world, a time of societal decay. War and disease plagued Europe; egomania, tyranny, perversion, and human weakness poisoned the leadership of illiterate and backward people.

In its popular use, the meaning of the word dark as used in “dark ages” seems to be an amalgamation of ignorance and wickedness.

Darkness is a word widely used today in a metaphorical sense to represent ignorance but many of its uses infer both ignorance and wickedness (I.E. “the dark continent” “truth as a candle in the dark”).

The relationship between ignorance and wickedness or evil has been noted throughout the centuries by people whose virtue continues to inspire us, as well as some with interests less idealistic and more pragmatic like scientists and politicians.

The ancient philosopher Plato called ignorance “the root and stem of all evil”.

Dr. Martin Luther King Jr said: “Nothing in the

world is more dangerous than sincere ignorance and conscientious stupidity.”

William Shakespeare said: “There is no darkness but ignorance.

Albert Camus the French novelist said:

The evil that is in the world almost always comes of ignorance, and good intentions may do as much harm as malevolence if they lack understanding.”


The causal correlation between ignorance and crime is obvious. A literacy report released by the National Center for Education Statistics exemplifies this claim.

Illiteracy and crime are closely related. The Department of Justice states, "The link between academic failure and delinquency, violence, and crime is welded to reading failure." Over 70% of inmates in America's prisons cannot read above a fourth grade level

Penal institution records show that inmates have a 16% chance of returning to prison if they receive literacy help, as opposed to 70% who receive no help. This equates to taxpayer costs of $25,000 per year per inmate and nearly doubles that amount for juvenile offenders.


In addition to its relation to immorality and inhumanity ignorance has social and economic repercussions.

3 out of 4 food stamp recipients perform in the two lowest literacy levels

90% of welfare recipients are high school dropouts

16 to 19 year old girls at the poverty level and below, with below average skills, are 6 times more likely to have out-of-wedlock children than their reading counterparts.

Adults with ability to perform challenging and complex reading tasks made an average yearly salary of $50,700 in 2003. That is $28,000 more than those who lacked basic skills.

Low literacy costs $73 million per year in terms of direct health care costs. A recent study by Pfizer put the cost much higher.


The United States leads the western world in high and elementary school education failure.

About one in 20 U.S. adults in the is not literate in English


11 million Americans lack the skills to handle many everyday tasks


30 million adults may not be able to make sense of a simple pamphlet

Do you mistrust statistics? It’s a prudent thing to do, and perhaps there is something arbitrary about a literacy test, but these statistics don’t need to be very accurate to represent a serious problem, if the problem we face is anything like the one represented by these statistics then it is, I think, a serious problem.

A casual examination of world history warns that we ought to apply ourselves to learning.

Maybe right now you’re remembering stories you’ve heard of backward medical practices from ancient Egypt or medieval Europe; pagan rituals or traditions involving dismemberment, disembowelment or human sacrifice; bizarre criteria for identifying witches; the absurdly unjust trial, torture and execution of “witches”; ideologies of ethnic supremacy and ethnic cleansing.


The current state of many African countries is in part the product of ignorance. Brutal and savage conflicts rage; the value of human life is disregarded and diseases like aids continue to spread virtually unopposed.


The Middle Eastern conflict with its religious theme, political significance and western involvement amounts to little more than two very similar societies devoutly murdering and being murdered for the cause of wicked ignorance.


Because much of the theme of this post (In the 21st century dark age) is based in history I feel that it has been vastly understated.

I’m not qualified to do justice for the historical case against ignorance, that is to say, I’m largely ignorant of history. But I doubt that many people will fully disagree with me, so for the purpose of being able to post this essay now, I won’t do more research to properly represent this problem.


The problem of ignorance becomes more severe when the destructive power of our modern age is available, and when as a result of ignorance, “we the people”, are so easily manipulated and conditioned for cooperation.

The two term administration of President George W. Bush is a sobering reminder of the danger we face as a country and as a species. His remarks have featured in comics and humorous literature around the world but the risks we as humans faced while he governed the country with the world’s greatest military strength were not a light hearted matter. We are fortunate for a government designed with a great deal of checks and balance to disable a goofy warmonger from running off with the country, we may not always be so lucky. Our ignorance as the citizens of a democratic country has also played its role in our current economic downturn.

If a nation expects to be ignorant and free, it expects what never was and never will be” -Thomas Jefferson

The United States may be the best entertained country in the world. The content of our media industry is selected by the principle of supply and demand. It’s safe to say that what we see in our movie and television industry is what we as a culture want to see, even a reflection of who we are.

Much of the content of our American media is shameful, but in the spirit of American tolerance we wouldn’t have it any other way. So we’ll continue to enjoy our self solicited shallow, violent, egomaniacal, sexually deviant, ignorant, wicked, brain deleting vice until we can no longer do so.

But entertainment should not be a focal point in our lives when we have categorically denied ours ourselves real substance, and robbed ourselves of the rigors that facilitate understanding and wisdom; that teach us how to know truth from lies.

I didn’t want to include any more statistics in this post and most of you have probably already heard some staggering statistic about the number of hours Americans spend watching movies and T.V., or the dollar figures attached to the industry.--But if you haven’t I encourage you to do so. Maybe doing some statistics of your own hours wouldn’t hurt.

One last point on this topic I want to include is the dulling, mind fogging affect that excess amusement has on the mind. Insight about the nature of amusement can be drawn from the literal meaning of the word. The word muse means to think, or reason. When the letter a is used as a prefix it means something like un, or non. In the case of amuse, the word literally means to, “not think” or “avert thought”.

So what we need to ask ourselves is what will come of our ignorance? What will happen if we keep our eyes closed? History tells us that we are in trouble; a dark age is coming. We need to stop scoffing at intelligence. It’s time to ditch our pigheaded inhibitions about learning. We can’t continue to be content with our simple ideas and opinions. The Bible says; “Leave your simple ways and you will live; walk in the way of understanding” Prov 9:6 . We could stand to be a little humbler about what we do know, and be more eager to learn. One of the reasons why ignorance is so successful in its occupation is that it thinks itself sufficient; it doesn’t know what it doesn’t know and doesn’t care. Real knowledge is to know the extent of one's ignorance. The recipe for perpetual ignorance is: Be satisfied with your opinions and content with your knowledge.

Can a 21ST century Dark Age be averted? Ignorance isn’t bliss, its oblivion. With the future at stake can we re-align ourselves with reality? May God help us.

Phil 1:9-10 (Jer) My prayer is that your love for each other may increase more and more and never stop improving your knowledge and deepening your perception so that you can always recognize what is best. This will help you to become pure and blameless, and prepare you for the Day of Christ.


Boris

Wednesday, March 11, 2009

Meet our new home member. His name is Boris and he is a Border Collie, he's still very young and a bit wild, but so far so good. He's very gentle with the kids and loves to snuggle. He is Julie's second best friend. She loves him a lot and my only worry is that she'll choke him to death when she hugs him.

He came in to our property alone, scared, hungry, and lost. We tried finding his owners to no avail. So he is here to stay. At first I had my questions about him as I wasn't sure I wanted to have a dog in the property and increase the kids chances of getting sick :), but he won my heart with his sweet smile and I am now officially his mommy. He loves me and for the most part I love him too, heh.
Here are some photos of the little guy with Julie .